My heart heavy and my eyes swollen with tears. The world as I had known it has ceased to exist. Day after day I sit there filled with pain." The pain was unbearable. I cried myself to sleep each night, thinking about you and what used to be. I thought about all hugs, laughter and happiness that we shared... No one could possibly understand how I was feeling. Nothing happened and nothing changed." The world is a field of never ending pain. The pain was a constant torture "like a knife stabbing at my back"
Sometimes at night, I feel you sitting beside me even though you far beyond my reach.
hoping you remember me even after today"...
My life had turned into a living hell. As you told me that you wanted to leave, nothing killed me more than seeing you with somebody else" When you left that day, you took my heart with you and a huge part of me died. I hope you live a long and happy life before joining me. I guess I've finally learned to forgive you for what you did and I learned to live with the fact that you didn't choose me. I don’t blame you for anything. If you’re wondering why I kept all our MEMORIES, because it was the only part of you that was still mine. It was the only thing I had left..
So I had to pretend that I wasn't going to miss you...
even its so hard for me to accept".
